What If

What if I had a tremendous pretty face merely like those models on the magazines.

What if I could play all kind of strings instruments.

What if I had a little brother.

What if I were genius

What if I could do ballet

What if I had much money in my pocket

What if I could play piano ah-ma-zing-ly

What if I were taller than now

What if............

What if............ and,

What if.

You know, actually that "what if" question is sometimes killing you. You'll never thanked for everything you've had currently if you're too much keep on asking yourself "what if". Every undue emphasis brings badnesses, right? Of course.

Um, honestly, it's 12:40 am. I've no idea about what to do, no friends to talk with, and nothing to say. I'm just blabbering right now. Please mind with this situation, nice reader. I have shitty insomnia which always attacks me unexpectedly.

Hmmmmmm. Talking about what if, imma imagining;
Now I'm in the bungalow at the edge of the white sand beach. Tonight the stars shining really bright, even I can see the scorpio constellation through my window. I can hear the sound of the sea wives clearly. Wuuuush-ing and wuuuush-ing. Ah..... So beautiful! 
I have plenty plans for tomorrow. I know the weather will be as great as today, so I decide to dive depth down to the see, taking a lot of pictures beneath, then sun-bathing. I don't care about my skin if it would turned dark or not. I'm having fun here. This nowhere island is completely mine! 
Yes, there is no homework, no housework. I'm free here. Free like a bird. I'm free! Yippie!!!!!! 


Now let's get back to the reality!
It's enough for the dreaming session of the day. I'm gonna hit the bed because it has been 1:00 am already. Bye!