Bittersweet heart

My self-esteem is a little bit going down right now. I was trying to persuade my self that I'm super,  I'm not a loser. Buut, yup it didn't work out. And as usual, if I have some problems or anything ruining my day, I go to my rooms, listening to the music, reading some books, or anything that will keep my problem away for a while.

Well, actually all I do just thinking. Think about the way out of the matter. Thinking of the questions which is twirling around my head.

As I'm thinking about my things, I open my book. Looked up pages by pages, boringly and I found something comfort my heart. In that book says : "If something burdening my heart, then I think and sincere all the matters, all the things which has passed. Sincerity is the key of a mind's tranquility"

And I look up and find my self. My heart is full of jealously. I'm not a good person but I'm trying to be one. I always trying to do all the best but sometimes the reality is inconsistent with dream. But God always make everything beauty in it's time, right? And I do believe that happiness is a process, not a destination.

So let's conclude the content of this post.

.........

I don't have any idea.

My head.

Empty.

Just close this post.
Enjoy your day, see in the next tale ;). Adeus!

 lost in the moment